RAWKMYWORLD!

Have you ever feel afraid? Afraid in going thru life.
I do.
I'm afraid of facing the future.. My future.. The reality..
How do I accept the hurtful truth if it really comes?
How do I accept the "one" thing that maybe ruin my entire life?
How do I carry on when the one closest to my heart bid goodbye forever?
Do I have the strength to carry on? To overcome all consequences?
Am I willing to sacrifice what I have? Even it may take half of my life away?
The fear of going thru life is more then attempting suicide.

This funny thoughts ever linger in my mind.
What if I were to depart from this world before the rest?
The one I treasure, adores. The who make my life worth living.
Will they cry for me?
Will they chant al-fatihah for me?
Will they pray that Allah will place me with the orang-orang yang beriman?
And most importantly will they come and visit my new home often?
Or they will just visit me once a year during Hari Raya & forget about me after that
and claiming that I'm still remembered?
Mixed feeling. Is it a sin if someone's having this thoughts?
Well every living things will die one day.

I treasure every bits in life. Appreciate everything.
Friends, Family and Love. Thanks for making my life meaningful.
I couldn't thank enough to Allah for giving me that strong mentality, the patience level in me, the love that I'm sharing it with the one I love, and the most valuable, tears of a lady. Airmata seorang wanita/ibu terlalu berharga, jelas terpancar perasaan seseorang wanita/ibu bila mengalir setitis airmata di pipi. Keikhlasan, kesyahduan, kegembiraan, keinsafan dan kesyukuran.. Wanita adalah makhluk yang paling cantik di dunia.

I'm grateful to be born in this world sebagai makhluk yg paling cantik di dunia.. Alhamdulillah..