Mum, I'm sad to hear....
Today I'm off from work.
Had a terrible backache that lead me to
another illness, fever.
A few hours ago my sis, lin,
told me on msn about my mum.
Ya, we lived seperately,
meaning to say we live in different
home. Me & sis live with elder sis &
bro-in-law wherelse she live with
our other siblings.
The news is..
Our mum are really in a sick condition.
:(
Yesterday lin managed to visit her.
Mum don't have the strength to move around.
She just lie on her bed. Look really sick.
So very kind of lin to wash the soiled clothes,
hang the clothes, washed the toilet,
mopped the floor & cooked the rice.
Thanks dik..
I've neglected my duty as a daughter.
With my own stuff..
Work, p/t business etc..
I hate myself for being so..
Am I being selfish??
Mum suffered with this illness
for quite sometime..
She already went for doctor consultation
but what the doctor said is just a normal stuff.
Heaty in her inner body thats all..
and till now it didn't recover.
A story from my other siblings that live with her
one night mum laugh, ngilai out of sudden,
and after that she passed out, fainted.
So smart of my sis that she seek help from
the neighbour, they chant some prayer..
surah ayat yasin.
I guess it's more likely got to do
with sampok or anything got to do
with supernatural thingy.
I know I'm not suppose to believe in
stuff like that but... sometimes
it might happen..
Ya Allah.. Please save my mum from any
danger.. amin..
Tonight we're going to bring her to meet
1 ustaz at hougang, hope he can do somthing to help
my mum gain back her usual self.
At the same time we've arrange
people to come by her place to chant
surah ayat kursi on thursday night.
Mum, we'll do anything to help
on your sickness.. Don't you worry alright.
you gonna be fine..
No matter how you treat us in the past,
no matter how you troubled us,
no matter what, you're still our mum,
beloved mum.. :"(
We might be nasty with our words at times,
but do believe this, inside us we still care,
pitty and love you..
I know you've been going thru alot..
bringing us up when dad left us..
Don't worry mum..
We'll try our best to help you..
Insyaallah.. amin..
Am holding back my tears..
Dreamers;
Lizzy
